//fuck no


oh hell no

ajit pai u didnt


//2017 wrap up

um so this is going to be like a overview of what 2017 was like ?






i actually hated it, and I think a lot of people felt the same way.

This year, I fell into depression and it made me hate my life.

I tried to please everybody in my life, but that just made my life crumble into pieces. I let people control my life, and my happiness was based off of what other people thought of me.

Over the summer, I did nothing except sit around my computer. I didn’t have any fun, and didn’t even stay in contact with my friends over the summer.


Honestly, I’m just glad 2017 is over and hopefully 2018 will be better.


// problems ; 12/11/17 ;

hey guys

so sorry i haven’t been posting, i missed like 3 days of blogging !
but quality over quantity (thx chanso for the quote hehe)

i just want to relate to you guys

if anybody has this problem, share your experiences down below *

so, basically i’m not going to go in details bcuz this happens a lot, but i accidently stepped on this girl’s foot when we were playing basketball and i didn’t even know i stepped on her foot until she said something kinda offense like “don’t let lydia get the ball, she’ll step on her foot” or some bs like that

and i was like what did i do? i went to the locker room and overheard her bitching about me and i was like oh no

i didn’t know what to do, like apologize after it was all over ?

i swear, i’ve been trying to be nicer/less hated but like it just makes it worse

everybody in the school literally hates me sm

and i’m always quiet and stuff but i somehow get someone to hate me

like i realize i’m not social but like u dont need to hate me if i’m not bothering you, but i guess like a lot of rumors spread about me and now the school population hates me

except my friends who tbh, probably hate me as well.

and i tried not to care that much but when people r talking shit about you, how tf do you get past that


i guess that was kinda of a rant





// thoughts on youtube rewind 2017

so i did this last year for youtube rewind 2016 so i wanted this to be kinda like a tradition

+time stamps bc y not


0:09: off the bat, LELE PONS R U FR?

also srsly ? Liza Koshy again ? kinda getting boring…

0:27: the effects r way too fast like I cant even recognize people, i get there’s a lot of people in it, but like chill

1:12: who still does salt bae ?


2:32: this parts really random lol

2:50: HEY POPPY!

3:52: no they just did not include jake paul. im fucking disliking the video

those r my thoughts lol

they missed half of the best youtubers like tf ? honestly hated it more than last year, good job youtube

Pewdiepie, h3h3, and Idubbbz, james charles, shane dawson, and more were more trending most of the people in this video